Day 21 of Gratitude: Crushes

Crushes are fun. They remind me what it feels like to be alive. They make it easier to be alone in things.

Sometimes I like to talk to guys I don't actually have a chance with in actual dating....not as an insult to me...just that we are too different, want different things, like different things, etc...but it's nice to talk to them. Be reminded to smile. And of course...the most important...they help my writing. I have stayed hidden for so long I fear it has hurt my writing, so I peek my head out of my shell, catch some crush-y feelings and use it to fuel my writing until I find something real again.

So to my crushes out there, those who know I have a crush...and those who will never know. Thank you!!!