It happens every time...

So I just clicked send on my 10th novel last week, and as it has happened nine other times now...after my novel is done, I feel the tiniest bit lost. This novel has been my sole focus for a few months now (okay, when I say sole focus, it's not "entirely" true that I didn't work on any other project, but my MAIN project was this one). I used to not finish anything, which is why I have drafts all over the place and in various stages of "done."

In 2011 when I held Whatever you Make of It for the very first time, I knew that I needed to finish each of  my projects and I needed to focus my poor "too many tabs open" brain on one project at a time (well, again, one MAIN project. If I seriously just work on one project, writer's block becomes a thing, and that's not okay...I learned my lesson NaNoWriMo 2013).

Each time I have clicked send, there is a patch of time, usually a week or two, where I feel unmotivated and almost listless. (This is not meaning I am without my lists, hahaha, I crack myself up). Where I want to start working on my next project, but I'm not quite "there" and I want to read books, but not quite "there" either.  Friends who have tiny humans relate it to post-partum...and that seems an accurate analogy as I usually feel "fine" again after I have my book in my hands. Maybe that it is it entirely...maybe I click send and then don't get to see my child for a couple of weeks and I don't really know what exactly to do.